Global Love School, Day 6
Yes, so already day 6!
And so much to share… A very
small fraction of what is going on for me…
Since the last time:
We separated into men and women’s groups for the first 24
hours. Camping out together. Sharing dreams. Names.
Age groups. Intentions. Insight from the land and spirits. Creating solidarity amongst the women. Before we left the space, we created a song
to share with the men on our reconnection.
This time apart ended with a beautiful sharing in the stone
cathedral. (on top of a hill in the
company of 96 archetypal stones) So raw to face the men from across this
wide-open space of the circle.
After the circle closed, sharing space with John and Ian in
our dreaming of Tamera West….
The next day we chose our groups.
Creating a healing Biotope was mine. (Community, love and sexuality another group,
Terra Deva-connection to earth spirits the third group and arts: working with
clay the final) A bold stand to be
taking here. Also the group with many of
the Americans, whom I am getting to know.
They talk a lot about the California biotope, and so I find myself in
this place of unknown. It will take so
much to manifest so big a dream and for sure these Californians have the will
and the juice. Great to have Ian here,
who is keen on something on Salt Spring.
The dream the dream the dream…
I honestly don’t remember all of what happened in what
order… It has been SO full!
Each day we have the ‘geistic hour’.
There was a talk on Eros and Agape from Sabina and Dieter
(founders of Tamera). The original sin
as described by Dieter, in my own interpretation: casting Eros out of the
garden of Eden.
There was a talk on Truth in love with Sabina, Benjamin and
Vera.
There was a talk on something that came up in forum
practice: what about this hatred of the mother by the son?
Today
Forum practice in our small group and with the whole
group. Amazing! What is being stirred in
this space is so deep. Very archetypal
issues.
The son who hates his mother: a symbol of the patriarchy (or
the poor-son-archy) The comfort/complacency in our current lives. Why change anything?
The animal/HUGE sexual urge of the man turns violent, turns
into war.
The self discovery through freedom in love.
The hero.
The lost sexuality.
We share dreams in the morning.
Relate our personal issues with the bigger issues.
My birthday was an amazing day. Very full.
Celebratory. I received a lot of
love and care. A beautiful birthday song
with the whole group and Gabriel, and Argentinian who lives in Israel and dear
friend of Amit, leading with great passion.
I actually got drunk at the bar at the end of it!
Yesterday was the hardest day so far.
We started in the Bodega – the temple of love. The space opened to ask for what you
dare. I asked for something with someone I look up to here. The experience was new, uncomfortable and brought up many questionings of myself…
I took a dish shift after lunch and hurried to the afternoon
session.
Very stirring forum.
Then having dinner with an older man from Israel who lives
on the border of Gaza: hearing his story of this.
Then to the ‘Political Café’, where we learned about the
refugee situation in Greece from some people from here and there that went to
help out this winter.
HEAVY!! Wow.
So grateful that today we actually got outside to do some
work on the land…
So I am in awe.
Riding the waves. SO much being
stirred in me. I am in a washing machine
spin cycle.
Once again I say, I want this! I want to take my place in this global
mission for peace. A small place
perhaps. But a place…. And waiting for my chance to speak in this
place.
To be continued…
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